Merry Christmas!

#This is my favourite Christmas song of the year#

under the mistletoe~

# It's the most beautiful time of the year,Lights fill the streets spreading so much cheer,I should plai in the winter snow,But Ima be under the mistletoe. #
THEY ARE SO NICE!!!! <3<3<3

Well, no plan for christmas. meh. =//I gotta keep my things and move to my new home!!
HA XD
BOXING SALE after christmas! YAHHHOOOOOOO!
all of the stuff will be like cheaper. he x)
who dun like cheap stuff?  =pp

Merry Christmas to me and my family or whoever is reading this insane and boring post. ;p

and Happy new year. 

=)

After the outing.

ME, MUM & CHLOE.
went to H&M to buy stuff. =p

My mum bought me a top and a coat that suits me lot and is 50% discount. WAAAHEEEEYYYYY!
LUCKY ME. ;D

BUT...BUt.....But....but.....I lost the top!!! TT^TT
I swear i have them like a minute ago. =(

my sister bought a loooooooots, i mean it! LOT!
I bought a coat that's 50% discount for her as x'mas present. =p

After that, me and my sis went to Primark to get something that she want but end up we buy NOTHING.
meh....=//

I drag my sister to the bookshop that near Grafton to buy BOOKS that are on sale, 3 books for 5 pounds, each is 1.99. =pp
i bought 3!! duhhhh....=pp

TOMORROW PLANSSSS!:
ohh, please, i must do this!
i must go to library tomorrow to revise P1!
MUST!
If not i'm totally SCREW!

hope izzy will come along with me. =p

night.
sweet dream.
have to wake up at 8 tomorrow.
chao~~~

Today outing with IZZY hunt-deol. =p

That was extremely fun!
WE WATCHED ----->

at cineworld. They are so CUTE. I HEART ALVIN. ;D

after the movie~~~

We took picture form the machine. We picked FOXY FRAMES. =pppp

After that, we walked to City Centre. he x)

I dun really know what we do.??

erm.....i've no idea. LOL. not as crazy as me and Tanny. But yea, is quite fuuuuun, we took some picture!!

=D

crazy girl.~~

Look what have she done to her face with that massive huge CLIP!! 

I love her. 

She is such a cute girl <3

=))

Outing with Tanny

Well, that was ages ago. We went to City Centre and Grafton on last Sunday. THAT WAS EXTREMELY FUNNNNN!

That was the picture that we're chilling at Starbucks, she's drinking Mocha and I'm not. Such a waste. TT^TT 

My stomach not feeling that well on that day. They are just being random. =p

She bought a lots of stuff on that day, like a 100% shopaholic. She is so crazy!! 

We met infront of Hollister and we went inside. she began to try the Jumper on. Well, honestly it fits her well. he x) So, she bought it for like 20 something quids. Next, we went to River Island since she said she want the coat from there that's half price. =3= She bought it. well, the price is over 20. =.=

Then, we went New Look, she bought a coat AGAIN. half price for each so is 20 quids. 

LAST! -----> H&M. bought a top.

What abt me? lol....After i send her back, i bought a dress and top from H&M. he x) 

They cost me 18 quids. not bad, i like them. ;D

Chao~~~

nom

=(

HALF TERM!

This is the best thing ever, because when we have half term, everything will be half price. isn't it amazing? Well, do have some plan for this holiday--->

1. going London tomorrow which is 26th of October.  (i wish i can buy my Broccoli & zara basic bag) pls?

2.Going out with Ciarra at Thursday, but i call her Bubble which is her nickname. duhhhh~~ Gonna have some fun with her with taking picture like mad. =DD

3. Shopping at City Center with Tanny, Abi, Izzy and someone else, and tanny gonna show me the coat that cost 90+ pounds. (wow!!! looking forward to see that coat) AHA.

Well, better hope that i have time for me to do revision,, Math test on November and course work of English about Romeo and Juliet. Well, i have no idea what i have to write. So, this gonna be a tough week as well.

=))

fucking mad!

13th October .

I was in EAL for the first lessons, when i get into class Ms G say she have a word with me after the lessons. Then i said, okay! After that, we have to copy something at the board and she blocked me so i wanna copy other people's one but then she get mad suddenly tell me to get out of the class.
 =.=


I was like WHAT!? Then i still go out, later she came out from the class and said to me that i will never ever lend people's book to copy, i can ask for her to move away, she said i'm distracting people! WHAT THE FUCK! she is so fucking mad and said to me i can speak really well but no good in writing and she said some of the teachers told her about this. She is so mad and she scolded me and i don't know why?!

I've only been here for 2 months, what she want me to get a good grade in english test?  like A*?
what the fuck seriously, nobody treated me like this before. Not when i dun have a dad , not when my mum left me , not when i dun even have a family.

WEIRD

I have a really good life here, i got friends that are different colours and  different country. Michelle still told me to make many 'ang mo' guy friends but i just realize that I never talk to them. I mean guy, of course they're some but i didn't talk to them at all or most of the time. I think i'm okay with it. IS that okay?

Everyday i was so super excited to go to school, I feel really happy. But sometimes i felt that, this is SO WRONG & IT DUN SUPPOSE TO HAPPEN. I dun deserve it.

I feel like everything is just a dream, it won't come true. I felt really weird lately, i don't know why,
is just everything is going the wrong way.

I dun like to be too happy and i dun dare to enjoy my life, is like a nightmare to me. Is like when you're enjoying and really really happy, it suddenly take everything you have and want you to go through with it.

I'm trying really hard to no have this feeling but is so scary.



I though i was a very happy girl with a smile on my face, but i realize that actually i do not care what happen around me, i dun give a shit about them. I just want my life to be as simple as they can.

lolalolalola~~ My HAIR!!!!!

so....this is my new hairstyle .. hehe.. =))

i know is kinda weird?

but i like it....yea....

=))

uniform! PUIYI !!!

Actually is just a very very normal uniform, maybe pic will looks a bit WEIRD! but when you wear it that time, it will be quite good..  =)

Left = is my sweatshirt

Right = is my normal polo - t & my black trouser

Left = is my PE shirt, for autumn or winter

Right = is my sports socks and my PE shirt short sleeve 

That's all nothing special isnt't it?

=))

school school school!

I haven't talk abt my new school ---------> Netherhall 

Actually that's a very good school, yea..they got everything you want is just like AWESOME !
(Is better than Malaysia isn't it? =p )

I'm year tenth and i have to study with other people that's younger than me =.= because of the GCSE so i have to study from the basic for 2 years! then only A level.

Got any Asian? yeap, i met 1 of them and he is taller than me like SUPER TALL then he is just 14.. =.=!!
(i like lagi cham) he is from China and he study at Music school if i'm not wrong and he said his math have no problem at all, okay i expect people from china are expert at MATH, rite?

I took HISTORY, PEG and MUSIC. Abt the History, i got a bit regret cause' who will so stupid take History  since it have to remember so many things..?! WHATEVER! i ard chose that so, not gonna change that. PEG, is something like PE ,you know sports but then the G is = GCSE so, the result will be counted on that exam..yea.! MUSIC i got a bit worry , since i ard stop my piano 3 years ago and i'm only Grade 4 and not well in singing..haha... But i wanna learn Guitar, i never try that before is like so COOL! See first then.. =)

I have to wear uniform! okay , is not like Malaysia is like so ~~~~ ya know. Polo-t + trousers/skirts + black shoes + Jacket( for autumn or winter) i guess that's all..at least no need to wear tie... =pppp Can bring phone but shut it down make sure it won't have any sound...and i  can no need to tie up my hair i guess? dunno..

They got everything abt sports , like yea EVERYTHING!!! and their FIELD like SUPER BIG! BELIEVE ME IS BIG!!! since is a sports school...yea..


Gonna start school at 6th of September, (10 more days then is my birthday =p) next Tuesday man!!! then gonna go and buy my shirts and all of that at school..tomorrow.

kay, today i bought many trousers from M&S and NEW LOOK and a skirts..all black and i got 7 pairs of black socks from Primark cost only 2 pounds..lol dunno where can i buy my black shoes...i dunno! gonna find out later , Wed got night shopping means every shop will open til 8! so, wish i got time to shop then..

btw, i got a new iphone4 (white) YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEE 

kay, bye!

BREAKFAST!!

THIS IS WHAT I EAT TODAY..

kay bye..

NO!

no need to tell me what should i do..

I know what should i do at my age...

I'm not that type of person that have to remind by you..WHAT SHOULD I DO FOR MY AGE!!

since you left me when i'm small, leave me alone then....

I dun need you in my life

how come?

i feel like i'm so lifeless and now i don't even know how to smile anymore..

not even the fake wan....

suddenly feel that i'm so lonely

自己寂寞的可怕。

Riot in London, Birmingham, Liverpool, Manchester

IS SO SUPER SCARY !!!

I can't imagine what if it happen at Cambridge..

The cop just stand aside and watch all the teenager do this kind of stuff and they'r not doing anything ..WHY?

When i watched the video, the teenager that runnnnnnn towards the shopping mall, i though they'r gonna stop the others teenage that do this but what i surprise was all of them are throwing stone or run into the shop to grab anything they can....I WAS LIKE =.=?????

It happened before at 1985, pls dun let this kind of things happen again..

Pray for England.

=(

NEW BOOKS!!!! CHEAP DAOOOOOOOOOOOO

=DDDDDD

Bought new booooooksss....

1. The Duchess by Amanda Foreman

------>The book only cost £0.99 SAY WOW!!!!!!!!! this book is amazing is all abt history, politics and something fashion that really happened at UK (the story involves many aristocracy =p)

2. The lost symbol by Dan Brown

-----> £3.00 only!!! i haven't read yet haha..but my mum's friend say is very nice.. =))))

3. The girl who kicked the hornets' nest by Stieg Larsson

----> £5.00 is abt crime and i think will be very very very niceeee, since i like this kind of books..

=D

after i read all the books i bought , HAHHHHAHA i'm gonna go library or waterstone's to buy again... =)))

Mich's 'ang mo' guy

When that time me and mich sit together and we begin our topic abt' ang mo' guy at London..

Mich:if you know any 'ang mo' guy you take pic then post on FB then tag me arr?

Me: what?! what for?

Mich: Aiya you know got 'ang mo' friends a..very cool 1 you know...but i want handsome wan...

Me: =.= how you know i will get 'ang mo' firends le? what if i just friend with asiannnn?

Mich: aiya you won't wan...and and and i dun wan got tattoo wan..

(then she begin to tell me the guy she want ...lol)

She is sooooo super cute la.... XDDD

HUNGREYYYYYY!!!!!

Feel like eating this now ---------->

+

+

YUMYUM!!!!

=///

I WANT ALL THOSE SOOO BADLY.....

X.X

REACHED

Finally, i reached Cambridge!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Is boring here, nothing i can do..=.=

1. I wanna have a walk around my house but i scared i got lost... (sigh)

2. I wanna go shopping but is too far from Cambridge to go London. (need 1hour + 45 m)

3. Wanna go with my mum to her shop, is boring than at home.. (X go there!)

4. Even though i want to go out, i don't have house key to unlock and lock the door.

5. Got a handphone but can't call. (too expensive)

6. I wanna read my novel but i dun really like to do it now..

BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NEW NEW NEW LIFE!!?

Mom ard changed the date of the ticket from AUG 18th ---> JULY 26th
26th of July------> the day i migrate to Cambridge, England

Still got 5 more days only, then i got to start a new life there.
GOOD / BAD? who knows?
Dunno whether i can use to it or NOT? (i guess i have to, i dun want to be a burden to my bro =/)

Haven't pack my things yet, feel so lazy to pack my 'small small things' & 'heavy heavy things' into a BIG luggage. All my Books is one of the Serious problem..@.@ (tooo heavy)

Got a party in my house on SAT maybe? Haven't confirm yet and an outing on SUNDAY. Looking forward to that outing and the party.

SAT morning is my school Carnival day, i will attend for sure then after that will go shopping with my sis in law. She would buy me a pair NIKE shoes (i fashion fashion 1 =ppp) and go check for the photo printer at Sony Centre.

Tomorrow gonna follow my BRO to his shop/ restaurant for--------just to company him lar...since i dun have much time to company him..=)

awww.....feel like going to FGA PJY (dunno what place should i say --> church?) againnnnn with pui yi, there was sooooooooo funnnn, i have a great time there, everyone was so kind and they are so intelligent. I LOVE DRUM, PIANO, GUITAR and EVERYTHING there.. <3

Important Or Not?!?

Am i important in my family??
Answer: I DUNNO
(I always ask myself this que ,but i still can't figure it out.)

* I remember that time, i went to a camp. They're talking some stuff abt family.
I realize i got nothing to say about them. the feeling was SUCKS!

When i go to Singapore that time, we're in the hotel room and we're preparing to go out. I dunno how that happen, the topic just changed into some important or not important stuff.

I remembered i said:" hey i'm important also. kay?"

sis in law:" really mehhhhh? you got sooooo important meh?" (i know she is just joking, she sound like one)

bro:" huh? 你重要？你有重要过吗？” (that's mean i never important in this family)

I was like : WHUT!!!!!!!!!!? is that means i'm nothing at all?

ya know, i though that he is the only one who think i'm important in this family. No one cares for me? I'm too discipline? yea, i know i never ask for their help..but i need some attention from you guys too..THAT'S WHY I HATE THE FAMILY's TOPIC!

TO ANDREA

I know is hard for you to say everything to me.
But, you dun have to..
I know what do you feel everyday at school,
I know you'r not that 'fine' in school although you looks like you'r 'Fine'

But i still have to say that : I'm really sorry
cause' i really dun know what to do to make you feel comfortable in school.
I do not want to know what exactly happen to you lately..
But i just want to make sure that you are okay on that day.

When you ask me :" do i look okay?"
I wanna say NOT AT ALL, but i chose to say :" OF COURSE YOU ARE"
cause' i know if i say 'not at all',
you sure will force yourself to be happy, to smile?
I dun want you to do that!

Is not i dunno what did you exactly feel..
I know you want somebody to talk to you,
to just care abt you.

But none of us can do this, isn't it?
this is a tough job..
we can't just focus on one person.
I'm trying to talk to you everyday at school..
You have change a lot..yea you did.

You became more cheerful now..=)
But when i read your blog, my mood was like
WHAT!???

You still care abt him?
come on..
how many times should i tell you?
pls let go somethin' that are impossible..
If you really dun want, pls ask yourself,
does it really worth it?

I'm trying, Andrea.
I hope you will enjoy your life one day..
Life is not tough since you still got your parents here with you.
I'm different, is not i got a Great family..i dun
I put so much afford to got in this class, this life and everything..

I go through everythin' by myself
SEE? I'm STILL SMILING . =D


I know i'm talking some crap but, just what i though..
LOVE YOU FOREVER
L.Y.F

THERE'S FIRE IN MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!

I never though that this kind of thing will happen in my LIFE!!!!!!!

When i came back from school (smkbud2)
then i saw 'MANY MANY' smoke outside my house..
THEN MY MIND STOP WORKING SUDDENLY ..then I RAN AS FAST AS I CAN to open the door.

when i get inside, OH MY F GOD! i can't see anything, then i QUICKLY GO OPEN ALL THE DOOR AND WINDOW (i know is not suppose to do that)..
somethin' is burning! I quickly go check for my ROOM! (cause' i got a lot of books inside, if burn i mati liao loooooo) luckily is NOT my room...haha


My brother's GF getting panic cause' her room was locked! PLUS PLUS PLUS she can't see anything also, CAN'T FIND THE KEY! - then she like a siao po =p find find find FINALLY ! found it -

SHE OPEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the door..
luckily is NOT!

then it must be my sis room, she open ~ yea is her room!
HER CHAIR WAS BURNING!
WHY?
Answer: cause' she didn't off the light, and the light ard rosak jor errrrrr.....half of it la..then i dunno the electric drop to the chair then BRUN!!!!!!!!!!

i quickly go take WATER WATER WATER!!!!!!!!

Then wipe the whole house......

NIGHTMARE!!!

I almost have the same nightmare every night~
GOD!!!
THIS IS WHAT I DREAM ABT:
When i sleep that time
i began to feel that i can't control myself
and that feeling was so real,
i felt that something was pushing me
and try to control my body, (i think too much?)
'it' just dun let me wake up
When i wanna call my sis for helping me,
But then i give up trying cause'
no matter how hard i try,
my voice just can't come out
I see nothing, but the feeling was so REAL!
I keep praying but it didn't change anything.
~END~

I am so DAMN scared every night when i sleep, i have to relax myself before i sleep like listen some music or play my DS. When every time i sleep at 1:30, i always woke up at 1:50. that's the time i had my nightmare~~~

I REALLY HATE THIS!

Jung Il Woo & Kim So Eun Promotes JIFF

Jung ll-Woo (정일우)

-->Actor and model

-->9th of September 1987
-->Virgo (same as mine) =)
TV show :
+ unstoppable High Kick
+ The secret of keu keu island
+The return of lljimae
+Take care of the young lady
+High kixk through the roof
+49 days








Kim So Eun (김소은)
-->Actress and Model
-->6th of September 1989
-->Virgo (wahaha...same same)
TV Show:
+Sisters of the sea
+Sad love song
+Empress Chun Chu
+Boys over flowers
+The man who can't get married
+A good day for the wind to blow








Promotional pictures for Jeonju International Film Festival! =)

They look sweeeeet
together <3

=D

PMR!!??

GWENDOLYNCHENSENHUI NOT GONNA SIT FOR PMR THIS YEAR NOT EVEN THE TRIAL .

HOW LUCKY AM I!!!!? XD

MY Sister is getting Married.

WOLALA! MY SIS IS GETTING MARRIED!?
her wedding will be held at 16th of July.
The flower that she would hold at her hand
and
got to throw it to everyone in the end
is TULIP!
(nice right this flower?)
Her wedding dress haven't choose yet
but i'm sure it will be very the pretty.
I'm gonna be her bridesmaid i think.
But i wish i'm not, cause' it will be pretty awkward.

CAN'T WAIT FOR THE DAY TO COME!

=DDDDDDDDDDD

16th OF JULY!!!!!

word for my sister: " 你要幸福喔！=) "

PROFILE PICTURE

Haha...i want a new profile picture as my FB profile pic.
Help me choose pls.





is it too dark?
ermmmm..but i kinda like this 1.
hehe..
























my curly hair!
LOL~
















ginger man and ME!

A NEW LIFE!?

My dear best friend --> Andreaonglrkepey

She just did something that make me real surprise. She deleted ALL the posts in her blog and change a new blog skin.

(although you guys may think that was normal, but for me and her. --> is not!)
That action made me felt a little bit surprise and shock. I dunno how to describe my feeling rite now, i just though that she must have go through something that we don't know.?

So she decided deleted everything and she mention that she wanna START A NEW LIFE.

Maybe that is a good choice for her. We dunno what will happen to us in the future but if you keep the sad things for a long time, you wouldn't be happy no matter what you have done. right?

Maybe she just wanna to DELETE EVERYTHING THAT IS SAD for her.

Great choice maybe?

BEAST NEW ALBUM- FICTION & FACT

OMG! Beast got new song????????????????????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That was a super duper good news FOR ME since i'm a BEAST FANS!(Like gi kwang the most <3)


Song list:
-The Fiction
-Fact
-Back to You
-You
-Freeze
-Virus
-불러보지만 (Calling You)
-비가 오는 날엔 (On Raining Days)
-Lightless (Unplugged Version)
-Fiction (Orchestra Version)

Is this the cover of the album?
ermm..not sure...
BUT I WILL BUY!
then i can tell you what's cover is.. =)

CHECK IT OUT BEAST FANS!!!
ALL THE SONG WAS SHOOOOOOOOOOOO NICE!

They got release Japenese version BAD GIRL! is nice <3

LOMO PIC!

Here's the picture that i use lomo camera to take it down, but now they change it to LEME? eww....

i like this 1...
the sky and everything.
<3

nice?
=D

is the reflection from the car behind.
=D

My brother and I!

SEE MY SHIRT?
=DDDDDDD

My note book!
nice?
=)

the camera will change the colour of the object,

so this is what you saw after you took a tree
in 6 something.
IS TREE! NOT GHOST! ==

can you see what is it?
ermmm..this 1 i took from the side street with different lens.

i use fish eye lens
=)

this is took from my house 's drawing!
=)