HUNGREYYYYYY!!!!!

Feel like eating this now ---------->

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YUMYUM!!!!

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I WANT ALL THOSE SOOO BADLY.....

X.X

REACHED

Finally, i reached Cambridge!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Is boring here, nothing i can do..=.=

1. I wanna have a walk around my house but i scared i got lost... (sigh)

2. I wanna go shopping but is too far from Cambridge to go London. (need 1hour + 45 m)

3. Wanna go with my mum to her shop, is boring than at home.. (X go there!)

4. Even though i want to go out, i don't have house key to unlock and lock the door.

5. Got a handphone but can't call. (too expensive)

6. I wanna read my novel but i dun really like to do it now..

BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

NEW NEW NEW LIFE!!?

Mom ard changed the date of the ticket from AUG 18th ---> JULY 26th
26th of July------> the day i migrate to Cambridge, England

Still got 5 more days only, then i got to start a new life there.
GOOD / BAD? who knows?
Dunno whether i can use to it or NOT? (i guess i have to, i dun want to be a burden to my bro =/)

Haven't pack my things yet, feel so lazy to pack my 'small small things' & 'heavy heavy things' into a BIG luggage. All my Books is one of the Serious problem..@.@ (tooo heavy)

Got a party in my house on SAT maybe? Haven't confirm yet and an outing on SUNDAY. Looking forward to that outing and the party.

SAT morning is my school Carnival day, i will attend for sure then after that will go shopping with my sis in law. She would buy me a pair NIKE shoes (i fashion fashion 1 =ppp) and go check for the photo printer at Sony Centre.

Tomorrow gonna follow my BRO to his shop/ restaurant for--------just to company him lar...since i dun have much time to company him..=)

awww.....feel like going to FGA PJY (dunno what place should i say --> church?) againnnnn with pui yi, there was sooooooooo funnnn, i have a great time there, everyone was so kind and they are so intelligent. I LOVE DRUM, PIANO, GUITAR and EVERYTHING there.. <3

Important Or Not?!?

Am i important in my family??
Answer: I DUNNO
(I always ask myself this que ,but i still can't figure it out.)

* I remember that time, i went to a camp. They're talking some stuff abt family.
I realize i got nothing to say about them. the feeling was SUCKS!

When i go to Singapore that time, we're in the hotel room and we're preparing to go out. I dunno how that happen, the topic just changed into some important or not important stuff.

I remembered i said:" hey i'm important also. kay?"

sis in law:" really mehhhhh? you got sooooo important meh?" (i know she is just joking, she sound like one)

bro:" huh? 你重要？你有重要过吗？” (that's mean i never important in this family)

I was like : WHUT!!!!!!!!!!? is that means i'm nothing at all?

ya know, i though that he is the only one who think i'm important in this family. No one cares for me? I'm too discipline? yea, i know i never ask for their help..but i need some attention from you guys too..THAT'S WHY I HATE THE FAMILY's TOPIC!

TO ANDREA

I know is hard for you to say everything to me.
But, you dun have to..
I know what do you feel everyday at school,
I know you'r not that 'fine' in school although you looks like you'r 'Fine'

But i still have to say that : I'm really sorry
cause' i really dun know what to do to make you feel comfortable in school.
I do not want to know what exactly happen to you lately..
But i just want to make sure that you are okay on that day.

When you ask me :" do i look okay?"
I wanna say NOT AT ALL, but i chose to say :" OF COURSE YOU ARE"
cause' i know if i say 'not at all',
you sure will force yourself to be happy, to smile?
I dun want you to do that!

Is not i dunno what did you exactly feel..
I know you want somebody to talk to you,
to just care abt you.

But none of us can do this, isn't it?
this is a tough job..
we can't just focus on one person.
I'm trying to talk to you everyday at school..
You have change a lot..yea you did.

You became more cheerful now..=)
But when i read your blog, my mood was like
WHAT!???

You still care abt him?
come on..
how many times should i tell you?
pls let go somethin' that are impossible..
If you really dun want, pls ask yourself,
does it really worth it?

I'm trying, Andrea.
I hope you will enjoy your life one day..
Life is not tough since you still got your parents here with you.
I'm different, is not i got a Great family..i dun
I put so much afford to got in this class, this life and everything..

I go through everythin' by myself
SEE? I'm STILL SMILING . =D


I know i'm talking some crap but, just what i though..
LOVE YOU FOREVER
L.Y.F

THERE'S FIRE IN MY HOUSE!!!!!!!!!!!

I never though that this kind of thing will happen in my LIFE!!!!!!!

When i came back from school (smkbud2)
then i saw 'MANY MANY' smoke outside my house..
THEN MY MIND STOP WORKING SUDDENLY ..then I RAN AS FAST AS I CAN to open the door.

when i get inside, OH MY F GOD! i can't see anything, then i QUICKLY GO OPEN ALL THE DOOR AND WINDOW (i know is not suppose to do that)..
somethin' is burning! I quickly go check for my ROOM! (cause' i got a lot of books inside, if burn i mati liao loooooo) luckily is NOT my room...haha


My brother's GF getting panic cause' her room was locked! PLUS PLUS PLUS she can't see anything also, CAN'T FIND THE KEY! - then she like a siao po =p find find find FINALLY ! found it -

SHE OPEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the door..
luckily is NOT!

then it must be my sis room, she open ~ yea is her room!
HER CHAIR WAS BURNING!
WHY?
Answer: cause' she didn't off the light, and the light ard rosak jor errrrrr.....half of it la..then i dunno the electric drop to the chair then BRUN!!!!!!!!!!

i quickly go take WATER WATER WATER!!!!!!!!

Then wipe the whole house......